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Breathing of Statues

Notes from an Arvo Pärt concert

Eve Bigaj
3 min readJan 30, 2019
Ying Li, Shooting Stars, 2008–2010.

Trisagion

The music spoke to me of my own inadequacy. It laid out a white tablecloth, and I stained it with thoughts, loud as voices. I should have fallen to my knees. I wasn’t worthy to receive it; my head was jammed with spurious words.

It spoke of my inadequacy, but gently, lovingly. It walked its measured step and said: I am still here. It slowed time down to let me catch it; it sped time up to not sound slow.

Against the candle-lit orchestra, I could almost hear it: within each person in the room, a swirl of thoughts; the same music.

The music spoke of our inadequacy, lovingly but impartially. Where it came from, words were mere chidren. They knew so little; they were exactly as they should be. O music,

you language where all language
ends
!

Concerto Piccolo über B-A-C-H

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Eve Bigaj
Eve Bigaj

Written by Eve Bigaj

Visual artist following curiosity wherever it leads. I have a Harvard PhD in philosophy. Learn colorful painting with me: evebigaj.com

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